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[23 Dec 2009|04:02pm] |
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it's no longer raining hearts. sigh.
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[21 Oct 2009|04:38pm] |
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avril lavigne's ex husband has mush for brains!
why why WHY would he divorce her?
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[09 Sep 2009|07:37pm] |
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There's a somebody I'm longing to see I hope that he turns out to be Someone who'll watch over me
I'm a little lamb who's lost in a wood I know I could always be good To one who'll watch over me
Although he may not the man some girls think of As handsome, but to my heart He carries the key
Won't you tell him please to put on some speed Follow my lead, oh how I need Someone to watch over me Someone to watch over me
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[16 Aug 2009|01:27pm] |
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i wanna wake up to something new..
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[27 May 2009|09:34pm] |
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that i resigned from work
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| miss panama 2009 |
[14 May 2009|07:29pm] |
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she's so pretty pa naman..
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| time to say goodbye |
[28 Apr 2009|09:37pm] |
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in the past few years, i have bid farewell to a number of things. friends, co-workers, loved ones of loved ones..and stuff i cannot mention. ^_^
and now it's time to say au revoir to an endeavor i've enjoyed for almost four years now. this farewell is also quite the reason i have time to revisit le ole lj land.
. . .
i will be handing in my resignation letter, from the one company i've worked for all my life *insert fake sniff here*, in the next few days.
and the why kwento will be in another, future entry ^_~
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[17 Apr 2009|01:54pm] |
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i'm baaaack.
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[19 Jun 2008|07:17pm] |
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my crowding lower teeth prompted a call to my orthodontist (yea baby, she's not just a dentist) wrote me up for a panoramic x-ray.
by my count, i've had 5 wisdom teeth grown. all painless (lucky me!), only had a fever during one time. now the x-ray showed....only 4 wisdom teeth. haha, where'd i get the one.
i had one extracted just minutes ago. my first time to get a mature tooth taken out :D
i thought i was gonna hafta wear braces or retainers or whatever. but it's all good. i'm to observe the remaining three. if they begin to cause problems, i'm gonna have them removed as well.
and the anesthesia's beginning to wear off too. ouchie.
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[08 May 2008|10:32pm] |
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In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with …and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away?
I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way, I suppose. I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a long time partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing.
It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance. How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequential become deal breakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will. The day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come.
Hopefully you’re single… but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about. You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You’ll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?"
That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you’ll have in your life.
If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that if you’re already with the one you’re with, that this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.
But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not yet too late? Simple… find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "one that got away" means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one? Ask him out to coffee; ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away." You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference.
If the timing is finally right, it’ll all just fall into place somehow. And it would be a great feeling, if in the end, you’d be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away."
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| this should be fun - gankes from cennectiu |
[01 May 2008|08:48pm] |
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Think back to your 1st year in highschool. Let's see how much you remember and how much you regret.
What section were you? - geez, einstein.
Who were your seatmates? - the very first ones were amor and florwin and hannah
Still remember your english teacher? - mrs ramos
What was your first class? - filipino by miss murcillo
Who were your bestfriends? - the first seatmates
Who was your crush back then? - hahahaha, i was a boy-hater back then. no crushes for me.
Made friends to the higher years? - of course!
Had a boyfriend or girlfriend? - nope nope
How was your class schedule? - 7am with breaks 'til around 5 or 6pm. damn we had long classes.
Made any enemies? - seems the case, there were a couple of biatches who hated me for no particular reason in one other section. we all became friends in senior year..they found out what prejudiced people they were. haha!
Who was your favorite teacher? - in first year? my earth sci teacher who made jokes all the time
Back then, do you always buy your lunch? - yup.
Were you well known in your school? - of course! haha
Skip classes? - nope, straight arrow ito
Did you get suspended or expelled? - heavens no
What was your favorite subject? - english of course.
What was your school's full name? - quezon city science high school
Where did you go most often during breaks? - chat with my friends at the bleachers
If you could go back in time and do it all over, would you? - hahaha, why not?
What do you remember most about 1st yr? - that i didnt get to wear the school uniform til about mid-august coz the stupid sole supplier of the fabric for our skirt produced too little.
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| joyeux noel |
[25 Dec 2007|09:26pm] |
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happy happy happy is what Christmas should be :)
for the first time in years, i was running high on neurotransmitters on this day.
hope you guys had a merry yuletide season too!
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especially you, old friend.
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| life's realizations |
[08 Oct 2007|09:43pm] |
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i realize i don't have to be a cynic just to deviate from my old idealistic self.
i realize that like there's a thin line between genius and insane, same goes for really good friends and bitter rivals.
i realize that there's a lot more to myself than i know.
i realize than no matter how many positives you come up with, some people are just bound to look at that one big negative. ..
i realize that i should have drafted this first instead of freely typing. pseudo-writer's block. (grouping would be pseudo-writer and block. not pseudo and writer's block.)
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[03 Oct 2007|08:37pm] |
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1. Have you ever been asked out? yep
2. What’s your middle name? mariano
3. Your current relationship status? guess
4. What is your current mood? light :)
5. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change? nothing major..i just wish i knew more things (like dancing, swimming, the like)
6. If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? i dunno..
7. Ever had a near death experience? dont think so.
8. The song stuck in your head? none right now. the other day it was "push the button". ick.
9. Something you do a lot? piss myself
10. Have you ever sung in front of people? yep yep
11. Ever been drunk? kinda. heehee.
12. If you could have one super power what would it be? teleport!
13. What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes :)
14. What do you usually order from Starbucks? hot white mocha when im sleepy. choco cream chip nung meron pa.
15. Favorite color? fenk.
16. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows? animé
17. What are you ??? what am i? human.
18. Do you speak any other language? english. hehe.
19. What’s your favorite smell? heehee ^_~
20. Name one place that you would really want to visit. really wanna visit..i guess..egypt. :D
21. Describe your life in one word crazy
22. Have you ever kissed in the rain? hmm..ndi pa nga noh. haha.
23. What are you thinking about right now? my scrapbook. gym tomorrow.
24. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? hehe. let's not say the name.
25. How often do u talk to God? lately ive been forgetting to. bad bad bad.
26. What is your natural hair color? brown-black
27. Do you ever want 2 get married and have kids? ever? siguro yes. but not right now.
28. What should you be doing? wala naman. studying for LOMA, i guess.
29. Do you miss being a kid? hmm..nah, i dont think so.
30. Are you in love? :)
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[21 Aug 2007|09:49pm] |
Disney Movies - from Crekky [ ] High School Musical [ ] Holes [x] Lizzie McGuire Movie [ ] Cheetah Girls [ ] Halloween Town [ ] Halloween Town High [ ] Cadet Kelly
total so far: 1
[ ] Get a Clue [ ] Motocrossed [x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs [x] Pocahontas [ ] Pocahontas 2 [x] Lady and the Tramp
total: 3
[ ] Lady and the Tramp 2 [x] Cinderella [x] The Parent Trap [x] The Little Mermaid [ ] The Little Mermaid 2 >> someone hates cartoon movie sequels. hehe
total: 3
[ ] Mary Poppins [x] The Fox and the Hound [x] Dumbo [x] Pinocchio [x] Bambi
total: 4
[x] The Great Mouse Detective >> basil! [x] The Rescuers [x] The Rescuers Down Under [x] Toy Story [ ] Toy Story 2 [x] Lion King [ ] Lion King 1.5 >> whatdahell is this? is this timon and pumba? [ ] Lion King 2
total: 5
[x] Peter Pan [ ] Peter Pan 2 [x] Fantasia [x] The Three Caballeros [x] Alice in Wonderland [x] Sleeping Beauty
total: 5
[x] 101 Dalmatians [ ] 102 Dalmatians [ ] The Sword in the Stone [x] The Jungle Book [x] The Aristocats
total: 3
[x] Robin Hood [ ] Oliver and Company [x] Beauty and the Beast [ ] Beauty and the Beast 2 [x] Aladdin [x] Aladdin: Return of Jafar [x] Aladdin: The King of Thieves
total so far: 5
[x] Finding Nemo [x] Monsters, Inc. [ ] Hercules [ ] Mulan [ ] Mulan 2 [ ] Tarzan
total: 2
[x] Lilo & Stitch [x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame [x] The Emperor's New Groove [ ] Kronk's New Groove [x] The Nightmare Before Christmas [ ] Bed Knobs and Broomsticks [ ] Pete's Dragon
total: 4
[ ] Remember the Titans [x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit? [x] James and the Giant Peach [x] Mighty Ducks [x] A Bug's Life [x] The Incredibles
total: 5
[x] A Goofy Movie [x] An Extremely Goofy Movie [x] Atlantis [ ] Atlantis: Milo's Return [x] The Chronicles of Narnia [ ] Around the World in 80 Days [x] Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
total: 5
[ ] A Cinderella Story [x] Pirates of the Caribbean [x] Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest [x] Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End [x] National Treasure [x] Princess Diaries [x] Princess Diaries 2
total: 6
[x] Freaky Friday [x] Honey, I Shrunk the Kids [x] A Muppet Christmas Carol [x] Ice Princess
total: 4
55! haha. or is it 56. kebs. i'm too bummed to make a substantial entry.
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[08 Jul 2007|08:17pm] |
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What was the highlight of your week? hahaha. it's been quite a week, i can't tell which event would be the highlight. 0_o
When is the next time you will kiss someone? heehee ^_~
What color shirt are you wearing? white
How long is your hair? a couple of inches below my shoulders. had my 2nd haircut for the year just this monday
Last movie you watched? super size me..does that count?
Last thing you ate? 2 large mcdonald's fries. hahaha. watching super size me gave me this wild craving.still have 2 more waiting to be eaten.
Last thing you drank? coke.
Where did you sleep last night? bed.
Are you happy right now? yep :)
What did you say last? i gave a laugh just now.
Where is your phone? on the desk across the bed
What was the last museum you went to? hmmm..i dunno. the one in ocean park in subic, i guess.
What color are your eyes? brown.
Who came over last? my younger sister's boyfriend.
When was the last time you had your heart broken? hahaha..never mind.
Who/what do you hate/dislike currently? my least least LEAST favorite feeling in the world -- guilt. :(
What are you listening to? roaring F1 engines on TV
If you could have one thing right now what would it be? hmm..i dunno..peace of mind.
What is your favorite scent? i very rarely wear perfume..dunno.
Who makes you happiest right now? :)
What were you doing at midnight last night? zzzzz
Are you left-handed? nope
What's for dinner tonight? fried chicken. then mcdo fries for dessert! :D
When Is Your Birthday? 02 january
Who was the last person to send you a text message? him :)
When was the last time you went to a swimming pool? this summer, swimming lessons.
Where was the last place you went shopping? last week, the landmark
How do you feel about your hair right now? i want my straight hair back!
Do you have any expensive jewelry? hmm.. i dont have jewelry
AIM or MSN? YM
Where does most of your family live? the phils
Are you an only child or do you have siblings? to sisters
Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? definitely not.
What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? what time is it?
Do you drink beer? yep
Myspace or Facebook? none of the above
Do you have T-Mobile? don't even know what that is
What is your favorite subject in school? english and math..biology
Do you have any talents? hah! im a person of no talent
Have you ever been in a wedding? of course
Do you have any children? geez
Did you take a nap today? yep
Ever met someone famous? guess so.
Do you want to be famous one day? no
Are you multitasking right now? not really. lazy day for me.
Could you handle being in the military? haha. moi?
What is your average cell phone bill? prepaid
Do you believe in Karma? of course! mwahahaha
Ever been to Las Vegas? nope.
What are you doing today? lounging around
Have you ever been gambling? petty gambling, i guess. with friends.
Have you been to New York City? nope
Ever been to Disneyland/world? nope. loser c'est moi.
Do you have a favorite cartoon character? pooh bear!
Last thing you cooked? hahaha..corned beef on microwave. this morning.
Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? none, i guess.
Last time you were sick? hmm..yesterday lunchtime. ugh.
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